Tuesday, November 25, 2008
escape
as the kids played with play-doh(and ate some) i looked at blog sites for escape. searching for something that would take me away, give me good feelings, help me think things are still ok and good.....I had some luck.
life crisis? depression? baby blues? stress? all i know is it sucks!
on another bright note (ha ha).......
doing the dance 24/7............?
what does that really mean??? i know what it means to me............i know how it made me feel when it was said to me.......i know all the thoughts that followed but what does it really mean????? anyone???
life crisis? depression? baby blues? stress? all i know is it sucks!
on another bright note (ha ha).......
doing the dance 24/7............?
what does that really mean??? i know what it means to me............i know how it made me feel when it was said to me.......i know all the thoughts that followed but what does it really mean????? anyone???
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
It's Raining, it's pouring.......again
I should not be surprised by the way things go but I still get blown away. It's amazing. What's really amazing is how many things in one day, in just a few hours can can start going wrong.
This morning it starts with the TV. It went out....? Who knows, last night it was fine,this morning dead.$$$$$$$$ I went to get coffee and they gave me the wrong size......really? really? Come home the 3 years old is having a meltdown cause she can't get her shirt on but refused to have any help. The 2 year old is eating his breakfast and his tray falls off causing everything in his highchair to fall to the ground. He starts screaming, he got scared. The bowl with his oatmeal in it breaks. The dogs are having a great time finishing his breakfast but I get cut in TWO places and am bleeding. Now the dogs have gas and keep farting whenever they come by me. That has been just two hours. I can't wait for the rest of the day.
Monday my husband calls me to come and get him from work cause he was told they were letting him and about 20 other people go and I found out a dear friend's cancer has returned and this time there is nothing they can do. :(
I think I am being tested............
This morning it starts with the TV. It went out....? Who knows, last night it was fine,this morning dead.$$$$$$$$ I went to get coffee and they gave me the wrong size......really? really? Come home the 3 years old is having a meltdown cause she can't get her shirt on but refused to have any help. The 2 year old is eating his breakfast and his tray falls off causing everything in his highchair to fall to the ground. He starts screaming, he got scared. The bowl with his oatmeal in it breaks. The dogs are having a great time finishing his breakfast but I get cut in TWO places and am bleeding. Now the dogs have gas and keep farting whenever they come by me. That has been just two hours. I can't wait for the rest of the day.
Monday my husband calls me to come and get him from work cause he was told they were letting him and about 20 other people go and I found out a dear friend's cancer has returned and this time there is nothing they can do. :(
I think I am being tested............
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Good Night!
Good food, good drinks, good friends, GOOD laughs, good lips and good night sweet Marla!
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Roller Coaster
This past week has been such a roller coaster of emotions! The day we buried Grandpa I got a call from my husband that my little boy was going to be admitted to the hospital for a MRSA boil on his knee. I am not going to get into that whole experience in this blog but that among all the other "stuff" going on I have not been doing ok. Not at all. I guess I don't feel things, who wants to if these feelings cause pain. On top off all that I think parts of me are invisible. Right now I don't feel like that's a good thing........
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