Roller Coaster

This past week has been such a roller coaster of emotions! The day we buried Grandpa I got a call from my husband that my little boy was going to be admitted to the hospital for a MRSA boil on his knee. I am not going to get into that whole experience in this blog but that among all the other "stuff" going on I have not been doing ok. Not at all. I guess I don't feel things, who wants to if these feelings cause pain. On top off all that I think parts of me are invisible. Right now I don't feel like that's a good thing........